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Kārto SLIM-us ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Grupa: Biedri Pievienojās: 05.02.04 ![]() |
Yellow Eyes
We've roamed the wild country My beautiful yellow eyes, Side by side we've hunted Shadows dancing on northern skies. There have been times of plenty We were content and serene, Peacefully sleeping Dangers few and far between. We've also known much hunger Ribs protruding from each side, Mournfully we howled When our starving cubs had died. And then there was our first winter Romping thru the glistening snow, Tasting each crystal snowflake Falling gently to and fro. Ah my dear, sweet yellow eyes I've known no greater love, Without you, I am nothing Our wild souls are one. And now you lay there dying Steel jaws upon your frame, Life's blood slowly seeping I whimper your sweet name. Helpless, I watch you struggle Chest heaving with labored breath, Steel jaws clenching tighter Winds whisper the song of death. The blood has now stopped flowing I know the time is near, And you will forever leave me My love, my life, my dear. And now my world is silent Your struggles now have ceased, I lay my head upon you And know you are at peace. Perhaps your soul has lifted To skies where eagles soar, And there you'll greet your brothers To run with them forever more. And someday I shall find you In the heaven's so far above, And when our wild soul's unite There'll be no greater love. Šo rakstu rediģēja Reiki: 07.12.2004 14:08 |
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Raksts
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Pārvērš vaboles par pogām ![]() ![]() ![]() Grupa: Biedri Pievienojās: 21.05.05 ![]() |
I know I cannot wait for you forever.
In fact, I will not even try to wait. If I cant love you in the present moment, then I cannot in truth love you at all, for loving is a right now kind of thing. And though for months or more we must be parted, because your life is miles away, encumbered by hard sad times whose end is not in sight, the sun each morning rises on the both of us, and waiting isnt what its all about. But not to love you never was an option, so Ill just have to practice on my own. You told me once, one way you knew I loved you was by the way my bed was always made, even when you dropped by unexpectedly. I still do that, first thing every morning, even though I know you wont be over, because I know thats how youd like to see me, living in a clean and tidy place, no dishes in the sink, no piles of laundry I know you care about that kind of thing. I like to think you may be wondering if Im still living as I did before, and even if you may not ever know, your caring is excuse enough for me. You told me once that you could see my love in the way I worked at looking nice for you, caring for my body, wearing stylish clothes you picked out for me in the shops you favor. Well, I still walk, and watch the way I eat, and I still wear the things I know you like. I sigh sometimes, wanting you to see them and make approving noises in your throat. I often wonder if I still look like that man you loved to dress, and to undress, but even though I may not ever know, Im certain thats the man I want to be. And do you wonder now if I am still that man whose hands would please you by their confidence, whose lips would so arouse you with their worship? Or could I, missing now the invitation in your eyes, your skins sweet inspiration, forget the prayers my being offered yours? But neither you nor any other woman taught me touch, but life its very self, which even now in solitude embraces. Guided by a single candles light, like a rosary my fingers can recite with full reverence every contour of your flesh. In a cold ripe peachs shocking sweet excesses, yielding bursting daring me to take it all, my mouth still sings your bodys silent praises. My torso as I don a fine silk shirt recalls your hands, incomparably tender, and practices the thrill of my surrender. But most of all, I practice loving you in all the joys of living which we always knew for blessings, praised in joyful laughter, all of lifes adventures and surprises, no matter how mundane, nor how exotic. With you, more than with any former lover, I comprehend the richness of our world, because with you alone can I share all of it, knowing you will never fail to grasp each graceful new delight we find to savor. So even now, though you are gone from sight and cannot yet say when or even whether will come the consummation of our dreams, my life bears your indelible impression; and though I lie down every night alone, I sleep and wake within a world possessed, haunted by your unseen immanence. So fear not that I wait for you. I do not wait but live, and by my life I love. In every conversation, every friendship, every word recited, sung, or written, I practice the awareness of your presence, practice the sure knowledge of your caring, practice sharing lifes abundant blessings. No, my love, I swear I do not wait for you. But if you do come back, I will be ready. |
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